I'll take a little Botox in my birthday box please!

It's my 39th birthday in just a few days and I'm not goin' down without a fight! I am a firm believer in doing what you can to feel better about yourself. Anything from Botox to surgery if it will make me happier with what I see when I look in the mirror then I'm in! Let me just tell ya' that if it weren't for my blood clotting issue I would so have nice set of round perky ta-tas! I'm very envious of my friends that have perfectly perky boobies! I would love nothing more than to not have to search for days for a bra that works with the new backless cocktail dress I bought! I wouldn't go all free and sassy often but on the occasion that it was needed it would be so nice to go braless and not look like Deputy Dogs sister! You know with my eyes all droopy from my boobies pulling my skin down. Speaking of skin! When did mine get so "loose". I mean seriously I don't think it was that long ago that I could apply a nice thin, even line of eye liner on my top lid. Now I have to hold the skin taunt so the wrinkles don't jack it up. WTF?!!?

So this morning as I was getting ready to take Honey for her yearly skin check at the dermatologist {she had abnormal cells on a mole removed when she was 5 and now is a "high risk" melanoma patient, one was taken for biopsy this morning I'll keep you posted} I thought, hmmmm I wonder if they can squeeze me in for a little birthday Botox? Guess what? THEY COULD! I was so excited I could hardly wait to get there! I've have Botox twice before and was thrilled with the results, like I said I'm all about doing something to make me feel better about me! I hate looking in the mirror or at pictures and seeing the proof of my age around my eyes! They gave me a discount because we're such good patience and because it was a birthday present to myself. Now you will not be able to see the full results for 3-5 days but I can already tell on the forehead. This was the first time I did my forehead, I just hate those horizontal wrinkles! I've had a killer headache since it was done but I'm sure I will wake up tomorrow headache free and lovin' my new more youthful looking self! Babe just shakes his head and says "you put rotten mayonnaise in your body."

I thought it would be fun to share what it's like and the doc said she had no problem with it so here ya go...

Check out those crows feet!

and those creases in my forehead!

The needles are very small and only pinch a little but I'll be honest there are a few places that are a little more uncomfortable than others!

The appearance of bug bites is left behind about 15 minutes.

It's worth the results. I'll be sure to show you next week. And Honey took great pleasure in not only taking pictures but video as well. I'm working on editing it so I can show you that too!

Happy Thursday/Friday Ya'll!